BreadnButter

when im bored.

wow i cant believe i went and baked a batch of cookies after complaining abt being fat.

im helpless.

i need more special occasions.
my clothes are rotting in my closet. sequins and glitter.

today i had one of those ‘me against the world’ moment.
i’m so pissed at myself sometimes.
i aim to lose weight but i never fail to stuff myself every minute of the day.

after eating, i feel guilty as hell.
im gaining so much weight that i cant fit into most of my jeans/dress.
i want to cry!

i have no clothes to wear because i always buy clothes that are too small for me. -.-
for the future ‘skinny’ me.

and because of my fatty genes, i have to try like 3 times harder to lose weight.

i spent the entire day literally eating and sleeping only.

we woke up at 8 and i made some buttermilk pancakes. how rare. its crazy that we’re awake that early but i was really craving for pancakes.

all my food photos are always ugly because my hse is dimly lit. even in the afternoon it feels like its at night.

after pancakes i got hungrier.
so we had rice for lunch.
then, we took a nap. right after lunch!
woke up around 6, got hungry again.

so guess what i did.
ATE rick again. and we went back to sleep after that.

i dont even know how is that possible.

anyway, i did this DIY a while back but never got to posting it.
i posted an entry on it months ago. lol

i know its too late bla bla bla. but its done so might as well post it up.

mine’s really simple, i think you should do smth to cover the shoulder pads or else they’ll look quite obvious.

maybe something textured or just a plain cloth.

so what you’ll need.

easy peasy lemon squeezy.

the results.

also, i saw a really great tutorial on shoulder pads in TIC.
its by Kimberly and im not sure if its the same one i met at Chic Pop but sure looks like her :)

very hectic day today. had to rush so many things in so little time.

the worst was bringing Ginger to the vet again. her little ears are infected so bye bye $$.

didnt have much time to think about the outfit. oh well.
i bought this military-ish vest quite some time ago but didnt like it. too tight on my chest and the buttons look like they’re gonna explode anytime soon.

dont think you can even see the details because of my hair. lol

im such a boring person that even my mum’s staff asked me “dont you get bored staying home everyday?”  :S

i need plans! cant be staying home and stuffing myself everyday.

speaking of food,
i found this in the bag of chips i was eating. ahem

it was a gloomy day so i took my rainbow umbrella to come out and play :)

i just went down memory lane watching ‘IT’ a couple of days ago, which explains the outfit. lol